8DP5DT

So this happened today. I am now convinced I have jinxed myself, and that if I believe it for one second, it will be taken away from me. My otd isn't until Sat, which makes it 13dp5dt, so I'm now worried sick this will be another chemical pregnancy. But then I remember this is much darker than it was at this point last time, so that has to be a good thing, right? Ergh, the worry ad pain just never ends does it.

Ps, ignore my old lady hands, I am actually 29, well until Friday, then I'm 30! But my hands age me!