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I have finally lost my sanity. I scavenged around my dressing room desperately looking for an old Internet cheapie test I knew I had left over from the last cycle. So I did it, and what do you know it's negative. Although, I am convincing myself that if I turn it 360 degrees, and hold it at a 90 degree angle with direct sunlight*  I can see "something". Now I'm not in a huge panic-yet. I am quite level headed about it all, as I know it's still quite early. BUT I am so frustrated with myself, I have no self restraint.

Pull it together woman, this behaviour is just stupid, and will only lead to heartbreak.


*Clearly by direct sunlight, I mean the flash light on my phone. Sunlight in Britain in Feb? Ha!