Well we have a date for our ivf info evening, and also another appointment with the consultant. So it looks like we are on course to start treatment in September.
So I should be happy right? This is what I've spent the best part of 3 years waiting for, at last a real chance of getting pregnant. But instead I'm terrified. This opens up a whole load of what ifs. And they're what ifs that I have no control over. It also makes me angry, why can't I have a normal pregnancy? Why didn't I get pregnant the first month trying? Why can't I take for granted what millions of others do?
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